Just what is it that I should wait for…
…when I only have myself to depend on?
It’s just plain hard to explain. People expect me to understand them. They believe that I am always that understanding person they know. Yes, I always try hard to understand them because I believe that all things happen for a reason.
Sadly, as much as I want to understand some things, I just don’t. So I end up bluntly saying that Yes, don’t worry, I understand. Even when I really don’t.
But what choice do I have? I cannot just budge in other people’s lives. Definitely, I cannot tell them what to do.
I have always been strong and eager to learn. As much as possible, I want to at least prove to myself that I can do things alone because I know I cannot always depend on others.
Grr. As much as I want to say a lot about this, there’s just no easy way to do so. So let this stuff remain vague.